shoots a doodles.

well ahoot if i haven't gotten myself into a huge predicament. what a great way to begin my 2009 blogging journey, you know? -sigh-

i'm doing laundry. yes, at 2am. i'm not really at liberty to discuss why, which sucks because now you're left to draw your own conclusions, all of which are probably incorrect. but i am. i don't know what to do, i don't know how to act. this is absolutely bonkers.

do i deserve better? it doesn't matter. she has crawled under my skin, and now its going to be excrutiating when i need to separate. it will be good and bad no matter what decision is made... i'm just not ready to walk away yet.

i don't know i don't know i don't knowww.

word.